May 2013
I just need to go back to when we were having sex because too many emotions right now. Sex on top of this bullshit stuff going on with my cycle isn’t working out. Like, seriously! My period isn’t supposed to start for another 15 days, it ended a WEEK ago! How on earth am I on it? FUCK THIS. FUCK YOU. FUCK LIFE.
You canceled two different things on me in one night? Are you fucking kidding me right now?
Why can’t I make friends? Like, I’m so awkward and reclusive that I shun away any chance of having a friend. Forreal, it’s such a shitty feeling.
On top of being physically disgusting, I’m completely unfunny and annoying.
On top of being fat, I’m ugly.
I just want to get high. I haven’t smoked in forever.